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WILDERNESS YEARS

by Michael Parallax

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1.
TWO YEARS 03:05
two years ago i saw your whole life break two years ago i let my conscience take the last two years i lived my life the next two years I'll do it right a thousand miles between the thing I fear i've made my choice to make my conscience clear i'm not a fool. you aren't a dear and brokenness has left me here i believe in nothingness hurt and pain and some regret all the things i've worked to get are never gonna be all mine for the love of god make up your mind take your love and take some time trash the ones you left behind 'cause they would do the same to you where do we go when we all disappear where do when we go where we go gone. you'll be gone. you'll be gone. you'll be gone. you'll be gone. you'll be gone. you'll be gone. you'll be gone.
2.
FOREST FIRES 02:39
you cried when you died just like your father did you walk among the trees in the night you started forest fires like your brother did you snarled like a dog in a fight look at the things you've done are you the only one it's raining and raging and you have been waiting to get up and run free and run you really lost your mind just like your mother did you couldn't save yourself but you tried you threw it on the fire just like your sister did you howled like a wolf in the night how could you be such a fool everything i did for you i've played the part. i played it cool. burn it down but not for you.
3.
WHAT ELSE MATTERS tell me you're holy our body's a mission your past is a history minus revisions say that you're living you're barely breathing what were you reading like it really matters why are you always acting dumb? you try to survive on crippled affection talk about love but you lack the conviction you fall into pieces and call it a process. you fear the commitment and call it all nonsense tell me what you wanna be lie it all in front of me take it with amphetamines cut my hair and let me be your love is a mirror the people are faceless doors have been boarded we live in the basements pry open the windows clothes are in tatters get out of the city see what else matters I can't wait to get you outta my life outta my heart and outta my mind taking my love taking my time breaking my heart and walking the line
4.
HEART, KID 02:37
you're a little heart breaker and you're already taken but my blood is burning for you my hand on the window and i'm pushing as hard as i can but i can't get to you right from the start you were giving your heart to the ones who will love you and always will throw you away breaking down is an art in the back of your car making out in an emotional way i'm the man that never gets shaken bow down to all the temptation made plans but now i'm gonna break them a moment of doubt and life of hesitation don't make amends 'cause i'll break them less talk and more dedication take my hand and learn to be patient open your eyes because i'm not faking love. hate. heart break. turn around and walk away mistake. heart ache. say the things that i wouldn't say believe in me say the things you wanna see don't laugh. don't break. don't fear the mess we made. it's not a lie unless you make it a lie what is love when it's making you cry? it's not right because we say "it's alright." what is love if it can't keep us alive.
5.
Suddenly when the whole world falls apart and the static come rolling in from the stereo if there's hope in your heart is there hole in you heart if there's hope in your heart then there's hope for little hearts if you hold your body close to me i wanna feel the flames burning between you and me if you hold your body close i wanna feel the flames burning higher and higher. i don't wanna see you around here i don't wanna see you no more walking these streets alone there's a hole in the cloud where we slept around where we slept around. there's a hole in the cloud where you slept around where you slept around.
6.
i wrap my broken heart inside your love in an ocean of trust on a mountain of drugs. i left my fragile heart inside your chest with your velvet touch on your broken crutch i broke my arms around your fragile heart on a highway at night in my fortress of light I'll love you every single day of my life until the light goes out. you're the light of my light wherever you go, i will follow.
7.
If you want to watch your heart grow cold if you want to watch your heart grow cold if you want to watch your heart grow cold just walk away. if you only knew my heart wasn't true if you only knew my heart if you only knew my heart wasn't true i was lying i didn't want to hurt you There's a lie telling me where I'm going there's a lie telling me I'm falling There's a light telling me where I'm going There's a light telling me we were falling out of love, love. love. And you wouldn't know love if it stood here singing this song to you right now.
8.
WRECKLESS 03:16
say when so i can know it's a calm without a storm i swear i'd do much more i'm as reckless as i am poor I can be a little bit faithless i can be a little bit graceless you saw me when i was faceless i keep screaming, "i can't take this" and so we broke those ties and we left it all behind you chose to cross that line dropped that phone and let it die this ain't a part of my life these are the lies i was told are you really telling me now, "it's just the way life unfolds" this is not my life this is what i'm told i've missed all you've seen it's the way so it goes say what you will i'll follow you i swear to you i will not be reckless with your love everything feels the same cause my love was a simple game. you're soaking up in the rain. running out of things for me to say.
9.
I don't talk to ghosts I can still see them i can hear them laugh at me when i'm talking to the ceiling i don't believe it's cold i don't believe it's winter you can't hear the branches breaking i can't hear them either do you believe in love do you believe i'm loving do you believe in anything is there anything worth believing do you believe in trust do you believe i'm trusting won't you tell me anything well, i don't believe you. bow your heads and say your prayers comb your fingers through your hair death and gold will fill our lawns while leaves and pyres burn through dawn moonlight dancing on our graves skin of autumn wrapped in grey see your breath on window panes let's fold our hands and dream of grace
10.
if i told you i loved you would it matter if it came undone could i state my intentions could it be that i'm a fool again i gave and i gave and i gave and i gave and i gave and i gave and i gave and i gave you take and you take and you take and you take and you take and you take and you take and you take love is just a shackle i see holding you down tonight. love is just a waste of your time if you don't learn how make it right. i'm saving my love for someone i don't want to be a martyr for your love i want to be someone you need to be honest with i already know my heart is on hold i'm willing to wait and to wait and to wait and to wait love is just a shackle i see holding you down tonight. love is just a waste of your time if you don't learn how make it right. i'm saving my love for someone

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released February 16, 2014

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